something on about [[relearning]] this shitI haven't touched twine in years. I haven't touched much of [[anything]] in that time. yeah, yeah, what the fuck, of course you did shit. I know. but I mean. like. I didn't really create. or if I did, I felt horrible afterwards. I would get sick to my stomach, freeze up in my chair, cry for the next half hour and dissociate the rest of the day. why? I think you [[can guess]].anyways. twine looks like it's changed a lot. things are web-based, with fancy smooth animations, and I can open this shit up from a library computer and work on shit instead of bringing my laptop around just to type shit in a fancy [[webpage]]. I don't actually like everything moving into being solely web based, but not really for a rational reason. I too only know javascript anymore. it's just. I like having windows open that don't have chrome's dick flopped on top of it like a wound it won't fit in. could you tell I hate [[google]]but I'll at least admit this is convenient. stuck between classes but I don't want to head back to the dorm just yet. maybe I can actually do that [[project]] I thought up years upon years ago.basically, what I wanted to do was make a twine every day, for some amount of time. or maybe not every day. idk. consistently enough. using these weird twine games like a [[diary]] since I've never been good at that shit.I did it for one day, but I didn't do it after that, so I just titled it "today" and put it on itch.io. ha, remember when I put shit on there? so [[long]] ago.the page is still up on there, btw. it's like "deleted" followed by the date I freaked out and tried to hide everything including that. I forget what it is right now, maybe I can look it up later. again, not on my laptop right now, [[can't check]].but! now I'm here, and shit is all changed, and I don't remember how to do anything anymore beyond the basics. I want to relearn. I want to do these, fairly regularly, to [[relearn]].I dunno how successful this one will end up being. or how much I'll relearn. or anything. but I'm trying to get better at this. better at a lot of things I've lost the past few years... I wonder how easy it is for anyone in the library to see me writing this [[bullshit]] right now. pfftanyway. this twine, this first one at least, is basic as anything. they changed how the basic twine theme looks. but it's still very plain. I'm not gonna bother learning how to do that again today. I know it's CSS, I know how to do CSS, but I'm fucking exhausted after my classes today. so I can do that shit tomorrow, or some other time [[this week]].also this one is super linear, and that defeats the biggest basic feature of twine, yeah yeah. but I just want to get shit down in a line to establish this for myself. later I'll do some branching paths to show my dumb disconnected trains of [[thought]].one thing they didn't put in this web version is the ability to drag around this passage writing space so I can see the rest of my shit in the background, or open a second or third one alongside. that kinda sucks. web "limitations" I suppose. even though I can drag and drop shit on my own shitty little [[static]] website.no, it's not actually shitty, I'm actually kind of excited with how much I'm still able to do with vanilla js and html. I just call all my shit shitty as a default. I guess that's self depreciative, but sometimes I just want my stuff not to be held up to some pristene bullfuck [[standard]].anyway, my eyes are hurting from how bright this white screen is, and the trash can next to me smells like someone put some rotting fruit in there. I think I should stop for now. gonna save this up and log out of this shitty too bright fucking computer. see you sometime.